o' now i must admit
i longed for it
i longed for the dirt
i wanted to wallow in it
i wanted to feel it and smell it
i wanted to relish and crow
i wanted the dirt to be me
in my rumination, i lied
these stains look good on me
these stains feel great
these stains will set me free
you'll see
o' god how i needed that dirt
so i laid bare my thirst
and indulged the dirt
now i am as dirty as dirt can be
but i shall never be free
because now, nobody can cleanse me
not even me
Posted: May 14, 2026, 1:26 am